Todays holiday is not Valentines Day

It's gonna be "Kevin used up his last of all chances day".

You know I have been friends with all my "ex's" but this last one my goodness. A complete opposite. I do not believe in hating anyone and never thought I could actually feel the way I do about you kevin.

You've disgusted me beyond belief dude. And I just want to say I am sorry you make me feel that way about you. I know that you just need help and I am really sorry that we cannot see eye to eye. And it also hurts to say that you will not get another chance to be my friend again. At least not in the near future dude.

I know you wish to be my friend (or even more) but friends do not fucking start threatning friends because one person doesn't actually WANT to be friends with you.

You say that all I do is treat you like shit....

okay wait a minute....back up....

why is this starting to sound like a fucking letter to you. I don't want to talk to you. Im telling the story to whomever is reading this.

Ya well kevin my ex just fucked up the fucking holiday with me. Every damn holiday I got into it with this fucker. I hope things get better for you kevin. I had to change my damn number again. Its probably like the 6th time ive changed it because all he did was text me a bunch of empty threats and bullshit.

Anyway...It was such a long day today!
I had such a good friday the 13th with scott though. Gosh i could live between his legs :)

I was suppose to go back to the city and hang out with him but my lazyiness, metro pcs, and dosing off for a bit held me back and got too late.

Scott i hope the reason you didnt answer your phone once it was working again was because youre resting your sexy self and not mad because i didnt make it back.

Today i finally got what ive been wanting to get for the longest fucking time and its so cool and i love it and i could listen to it for hours its better than a fucking Ipod LOL

thanks to my lovely neighbors...babycakes & mr thuuuugg...NOT A CHOLO! :) They sold me a scanner...hehe *evil grin* get to hear all the juicy details. I just hope i dont start hearing my info!
Gosh I gotta clean my room!!!!! GOD GIVE ME STRENGTH!!!