HELLO!!

Hey everyone. I know I know, im not doing a very good job at keeping this thing going am I?

Well considering everything that has been going on these past few weeks I am surprised I haven't decided to kill myself yet. NO!! Don't be silly. I would never ever ever do that. I love myself way to much and to be honest, though theres not much to be happy about at the current moment, Im alittle excited about this next coming chapters in my life.

What do I mean?

Well heres a short round up of some stuff currently taking place. Unfortunatly Adrian(my friend who i live with) Maybe loosing his home. Which hes lived here for quite some time. I feel so horrible about it because If I had not referrred him to another good friend of mine, David who is in the real estate and all that surrounds it business, who was suppose to help my friend adrian get a really good loan modification. David assured me he was working with some attorneys to get this going and adrian even entrusted him with $2000!

Dissapointingly, David failed to get the loan modification and also failed to get back in touch with adrian or let him know of all that was going on and the next thing ya know, Adrian had a foreclosure notice on his door and now we may have to leave soon.

On top of that...my EX KEVIN..maybe some of ya remember him from my yahoo blogs..LOL..anyway he fucked up where he was staying at(which was once a upon a time very good friend)my friend Rods place. So i let him move in with me here temporarily.

YES I KNOW BIG FUCKING MISTAKE! ITs been nothing but continuous drama with him. I am trying to find a place where i can move out by myself but I also recently sold my car and I have no income coming in right now but im trying to look for a job but it seems almost hopeless these days.

SIGH

All i can do right now is keep my head up high and remember the times when i was living alone before. Those were some great memories. Which i plan on making again soon.

Sorry kevin...I was letting you stay with me because I was feeling bad you had no where to stay but you know what? You have a car, and you have some income which you could definitly use to get your own. I have to start from ZERO. And im confident I can. And though you feel im being unfair about this(I HAVE NO FREAKING CLUE WHERE I HAVE EVEN ROOM TO BE UNFAIR ABOUT ANYTHING)you will thank me later for showing you how to be independent again. Because that is what your lacking in your life. If we're truly trying to be friends, maybe work whatever out for more, then you have to be independent and live it for a while, so that you can do soul searching and have some real fun doing what you want to do and your beck and call with no one telling you nothing! Its been too long since youve had it. Again you will thank me and this transition and learning will be alot of spiritual fun.


Ok everyone. Im closing for the evening. I will try and keep up. I promise.
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Good night.