So im getting somewhere now with my room. I am finally able to see the floor! I think its going to look pretty good once I am done.
It had got to its worst and I am never ever going to let that mess happen again.
So anyway, i will get to the drowning part in a minute. I am still swimming along in the hope section of the pool that I might be saved before I finish this entry. God please save me before My premonition comes true.
So this new show that my latest crush (don't have to mention names) got me hooked on, called Brothers & Sisters was really cool. If you haven't heard of it Google it. Its a really really good show and I love how they natrually place homosexuality natrually into the show without the usual bad stereotypical charaters like they had on Queer as folk for example. I just love it. Plus they have a great cast.
The only bad part about watching it tonight was that I had to watch it alone. I really would have liked to watch it with you scott. I had left him a message just before the show started and I didnt get a responce from him. I hope I did not scare him off because of the stuff I write in here about him. ( oh please dont be )
Scott if you're reading this I hope I have not scared you off because I've stated that I like you alot. Just so you know I am pretty grownup and mature enough about feeling and boundaries so you don't have to worry about me saying I love you when I am sucking your cock or something :)LOL I love your cock though!
*Sigh* He probably sees me as some little kid. Scott is older than I as have all the guys ive been out with...and I sometimes wonder if thats the reason they didnt work out. Who knows. Who cares...Age is nothing but a number anyway. I am grateful that I have learned some valuable lessons in my 28 so far years. Urgh listen to me. What do i know.
OH my gosh im fucking freezing! Be Right Back....Gonna put on the heater!!! I think it may have been a mistake to place my desk where it is so that im sitting right next to the window.buurrr....
*teeth chaaattttteeeerrrriiinnnggg*
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