Sigh- I wish I was in Scotts arms. His big teddy bear arms. He's so cuddly and handsome. He laughs at my stupid jokes and it seems he's showing some interest. I don't know I guess I am not used to it. We'll see what happends. Another problem is he lives in SF! I don't even have a job and have nothing really to offer him and I don't think I am worthy of this type of relationship yet. I do not know what I am going to do. I know I don't want the same thing to happen like in my last relationship. Where I had almost let myself become dependent on him financially. AH! I dont know what to do. All I know is that "Scott, I like you! Alot!"
I should get back to my cleaning. Plus I am watching my show. Bad Girls Club
